Hello all
I started my spiritual discovery and path through Wicca some months ago, while I have felt that I have good intuition and "feel" things other could not, for a long time before. I guess back then I was just denying what I could feel or sense and just said I had a good intuition with situations, people etc.
Anyhow, since I started to read, learn and practice more spiritually, I have been feeling that these skills are also increasing.
I think I just received today some sort of message. I have been in a situation were decisions needed to be made. I was confused and my practical mind has been telling me to give up the spiritual path as well. I find myself thinking often that I might be going crazy for believing in energy, chackras, Wicca, and a long etc.
Well I was very calm rocking my baby girl to sleep, and while I do that I tend to think and meditate a lot. I just let my mind fly and it is quiet and cozy so perfect for meditation.
I started feeling as if someone was talking in my mind. Whatever that was, he ( I think it was a he ) was very confident and sounded extremely assertive. He explained to me in general about my background, how I should not worry, and even told me some things that would come in time that I needed to allow flowing ( mostly in the spiritual learning path ). I was able to pose questions and most of my questions were of disbelief or fear of be loosing my mind. He said : you know you are not loosing your mind, you know you are not sick. You know that very well. Kept questionning and he said : you come from a Catholic background, so why nobody thinks Mary was crazy when she received a visit from an angel ? unfortunately, nowadays, it that should happen to someone, they will immediately accuse her to be crazy. What changed ?
I got goosebumps at that point. The communication vanished slowly and I put my baby on her bed and left the room. Took a book to read and I noticed something I had noticed before ( but until recently, since I started reading more about spirituality ) like little fashing points, like tiny flies of a bright color, flying around me. They were quick. But this time I was able to see it clearly, a dot of yellow-orange light flying around my left side. Moving like insects fly then dissapeared.
I swear this has not happened to me before and I have no issues with my eyes. I googled this later and found this :
"Seeing small flashes of twinkling light in one’s visual field is often discussed in spiritual circles as evidence of angelic presence with the person seeing them."
I am not ruling our something else not related with angelic or spiritual presence, what makes me wonder, is why this happened right after I felt this very strong message in my head.
So really, not sure if I should get checked. I am not on meds or anything and I think I am healthy.
Any feedback ??
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