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TuathaSidhe · #1 November 25th, 2009, 08:23 PM

Fetal position, locked in a room crying my eyes out type feeling. Or worse...I just havent let it out...yet.

Took a wasted trip to to my dr. office. I live about 45 minutes away from them and to call its long distance. Well, I had to go up that way anyways and needed an excuse to stop by.

I was on a rx for prozac 20 and it expired a few months ago. I lost my insurance but knew I would be getting on through KC at his work, so I decided to wait, I was doing ok. Yeah, not so much. It took longer for KC to get hired on that we thought it would, and now according to the paperwork his insurance isnt going to kick in until feb!

I wont get into details of my feelings. A mixture of wanting to just cry to jump off a bridge..but, anyways..I get up there and they are closed! Closed early for the holiday which, my luck just happened to be something of a whim for them cause the paper on the door said closed thur and fri.

Anyways, I run down to L&D and I find one of the drs. that seen me. I talk to her and well, she tells me that since she wasnt the dr. that wrote out the rx, she couldnt do anything and id have to make an app. with the one who did, which was the nurse pract. who also had a degree in..er...something for psychology.

So, yeah, tried to talk to KC about it..not really interested it seemed. My friend is going through her own stuff and to top it all off, Piper fell and for whatever reason when KC went to pick her up ran through his legs and nipped at her! So now I have to deal with that and figure out what needs to be done there.

I just really dont want to be here...or anywheres. Monday seems really forever away.

**Lunacie** · #2 November 25th, 2009, 10:14 PM

Sending some energy for hanging in there till you can see the right doctor.

**Cloaked Raven** · #3 November 25th, 2009, 10:28 PM

Terra Mater · #4 November 25th, 2009, 11:28 PM

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Originally Posted by TuathaSidhe

Fetal position, locked in a room crying my eyes out type feeling. Or worse...I just havent let it out...yet.

Took a wasted trip to to my dr. office. I live about 45 minutes away from them and to call its long distance. Well, I had to go up that way anyways and needed an excuse to stop by.

I was on a rx for prozac 20 and it expired a few months ago. I lost my insurance but knew I would be getting on through KC at his work, so I decided to wait, I was doing ok. Yeah, not so much. It took longer for KC to get hired on that we thought it would, and now according to the paperwork his insurance isnt going to kick in until feb!

I wont get into details of my feelings. A mixture of wanting to just cry to jump off a bridge..but, anyways..I get up there and they are closed! Closed early for the holiday which, my luck just happened to be something of a whim for them cause the paper on the door said closed thur and fri.

Anyways, I run down to L&D and I find one of the drs. that seen me. I talk to her and well, she tells me that since she wasnt the dr. that wrote out the rx, she couldnt do anything and id have to make an app. with the one who did, which was the nurse pract. who also had a degree in..er...something for psychology.

So, yeah, tried to talk to KC about it..not really interested it seemed. My friend is going through her own stuff and to top it all off, Piper fell and for whatever reason when KC went to pick her up ran through his legs and nipped at her! So now I have to deal with that and figure out what needs to be done there.

I just really dont want to be here...or anywheres. Monday seems really forever away.

I do not know if you have crisis outreach tems in your area, but if you do, call one. Often times they know of places that can get you set up with a current evaluation and as much as a month worth's of your needed meds at a time, all at no cost to you.

We have them here in Phoenix and I have utilized their services for my kids when needed.