Facing some big decisions

[Caitlin.ann]

Originally Posted by brymble

I had so many hopes invested in this place, and it's been one disaster after another.

Live has a funny way of doing that doesn't it?

[watersprite]

A fresh start might be just the thing. Look for pagan and Witches where you are going on the internet. Also "craft" shops. You may have to start with a mundane job and work your way to your dream. I started over at about your age. It is an adventure. Then you can start paying stuff off slowly, and in small increments. That will get the low or no pay off your credit, eventually.
You will be fine. This is a good leap for you. Take it that way. Be patient with yourself. Make sure your new bedroom has a lockable door and use that lock. You are feeling quite "invaded" right now. That is why you are so overwhelmed. You need a bit of private space. You are spiritually over tired.

[SilverClaw]

Byrmble there are some things we have in common and I just wanted to let you know I am keeping you in my thoughts and sending what energy I can.

[Ariste]

I hope you can find a way to get out there. A new start sounds like a great idea.

[brymble]

Working on a practical, goal-oriented, step-by-step checklist now. It's not going to happen if I sit around wishing it to happen.